i've changed my blog address : )

hmm, why did i change you may ask. you, you being the one of those people who leave me random messages on my comments page. hah just kidding, we all know i'm the only reader of my blog. :p

anyway now my blog address is....

MY INITIALSHEDGEHOG.BLOGSPOT.COM

(my initials as in my full name's initials)
(p.s it starts with the letter I )


wahahhaha test you guys, wat're my initials!
dun call yourself my good friend if you dun know ah.

alright see you there ( if you're smart enuff to get there wink :P),

ONWARD IVY TAN!~

2 thongs do not make a right

It was Huiting's bdae celebration yest! :)
and it has been so long since I last saw her and other CO peers...

it was a short reunion and hopefully there's more to come next time :)

Sigh miss those secondary school memories..

***
Everyone has their ups-and-downs
and it's rainy season in my life now. :(
just like the weather nowadays- raining then pouring then rain.

I guess it's just me, not liking to share my troubles with people.
Sometimes, I wonder if it's a good thing or bad thing.
but moderation is always the key- you share some you keep some.
I should learn to open up more.

"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars."
— Oscar Wilde

things will look up soon.

still

i want to get out of this shit





when thingsss cannn''ttt beee annnyyy worrsseeeeeeeeeeeee.

ok actually they can but i'm just a negative person so yeah



i think i might as well change this blog to ivysneverendingcomplaints-plsdontreadcosshe's embarrassedabtit-hahi'mjustkidding.blogspot.com

that's it i'm officially nuts


save me :(

I love my family so much. :)

***
there are ups-and-downs in life

and I will pick myself up.

After this, I will learn that nothing can scare me anymore.
it's a strength that nobody can take away from me..

I will.. look forward and not dwell in the past.
ALRIGHT MOVE ON! :)

zzz

really don't feel like studying for the prelims and i know it's wrong.

what can i do you tell me?

i'm becoming an old woman





hahhh,

I've never been so nonchalant in a friendship before. :-0

hmm, shld be i think so.

genki desu ka? げんきですか

muahahhaa me showing off my limited knowledge of the japanese language heh heh heh

anata!
watashi wa!
ai shite iru!
あいしている
heh heh



did i get it correct..?

happy new year pull your ear!
somebody translate this sentence into japanese leh! :D

a jazz band to play on my wedding day :) yay!

are some people born as..

lousy friends?

haha oops

addicted to comp again, i knew this would happen.



sigh
i feel that...
the next decision i make will
kinda
change my life.

at least for the time being.

i wish i was in control all the time, you know wat i mean?
i dun want fate i dun want to know what you think.

and i can dream on.

sometimes i want to scream i want to shout, hey what's going on?!
i want to shake sense into some people
i want to wake up from this.
i want to feel that i am living my life to the fullest.

stop all the nonsense, really. i don't give a hoot ok?
funny how some people always think they're right always giving their so called advices.
you so do not equal to the whole world.
keep it to yourself.
as i said i don't give a hoot.

***
yawn

i need help in poa pls.

bad day

but...

when i watched Jamiroquai's videos I couldn't help but to smile again!

ok this has to stop. This is progressing into an obsession.

but still.. hehehehehehe.

if only no friendship would become sour. like once they're locked they remain the way it is.
why did stuart zender leave jamiroquai.. :/
i feel like it's such a pity, they were so good. the bass was great and totally groovy..
can't good things just remain the way it is?

i wish there isn't an end to some things.

i think SIM should have bazaar everyday.
so whenever we have breaks i can ask
"hey wanna go shopping?"

:)

haven't been shopping for quite awhile..

but hmm, haven't gotten a job yet.

but told myself i would get a job after something happens and hopefully that something happens really soon and i would be v happy and i would like a job and money would come in!

pray hard!

Jamiroquai

i hope i got that name right. love his funky beats ( i made myself laugh just now cos i spelt beats as bits!)

***
sometimes i think i reincarnated from a pig.

i think i'm not far off.

:-o

***
new year, new hopes.
don't ditch the bad memories away, though that is probably what i would do. Better to safe keep it, somewhere at the deepest part of the memories. so you can always appreciate the good times so much better.
:)

2009 was a lousy year for me.. and i only hope 2010 would be better. It was meant to be a secret but... i felt emotional when i saw the fireworks yest. haha it gave me so much hope, hopes that next year would be a better year hopes that all the bad experience would disappear for good and not return.

***

whenever i'm blinded with the loss of hope,
you always come to the rescue.

you are a constant, something that would never change. love you so much. :)

A new year is drawing near....

had a simple xmas spent with some of my loved ones. : )

please please, really really want to learn guitar so much. when will i ever be able to play bossa nova and fangdatong's songs on one..?

not too late for new year's resolutions, master guitar! next on list!

The girl from ipanema.. a song i can never get tired of hearing. :) i kinda like all the sorts of versions by different singers.. heh.

and....
really want to master a new language too... :)

I told Yiru even if i listen to jae hee and kelly speak korean to each other for 10 years i still wouldn't understand them.

i need subtitles.





and a guitar.




ahhhhhhh guitar crazed~

jazz is love. : )

i like the feeling of freedoommmmm~

oooh got the sudden urge to blog~ whooo.

today's POA paper was.............

BLEAGGGHHHHHH

If my brain were to pop out of my body and be able to manifest itself into sponge..
I wish i could squeeze ALL the juice out from it man~

chey maybe i'm not destined to be an accountant heh.

ok shall get my butt off the seat infront of my lappy and go study stats. (sigghhh srsly not in the mood)

me=statistician ?!

:S eiks.

you may not be reading but still...

I feel so glad to share this special friendship with you which i feel safe and i know for sure that you'll never ever do anything to harm me. Sometimes i feel like we have been through a lot together- all the hardships in a complicated relationship... and all the emotional rollercoaster. Maybe... maybe it's because of that, we see each other in a different light, in a light that reflects the genuine and very true us. I don't need to tell you a lot neither do you need to but we understand each other in the silence. I really appreciate this special precious friendship a lot a lot and i wish it would never ever end...

:)

AHHHHHHHHHH omg~

faints. I love fangdatong~ :D

Hi!

I am moving to another blogspot! :)

suddenly... miss... you.. sooooo much...

we can sit under the sky looking up at the stars thinking how tiny and insignificant we are how other people in the world are also sharing the same sky as we see, like a blanket. funny how there are still so many things we are unaware of so many problems in life we still have not faced so much more room for us to mature. funny how i feel that i have grown so much i have aged 10 years. funny how boundless things are happening elsewhere while you are sitting still, admiring and sky, deeply engaged in your own thoughts.

hopefully 10 years down the road I will recall all these, laugh and say, my, how much I have grown since.

:)