are some people born as..

lousy friends?

haha oops

addicted to comp again, i knew this would happen.



sigh
i feel that...
the next decision i make will
kinda
change my life.

at least for the time being.

i wish i was in control all the time, you know wat i mean?
i dun want fate i dun want to know what you think.

and i can dream on.

sometimes i want to scream i want to shout, hey what's going on?!
i want to shake sense into some people
i want to wake up from this.
i want to feel that i am living my life to the fullest.

stop all the nonsense, really. i don't give a hoot ok?
funny how some people always think they're right always giving their so called advices.
you so do not equal to the whole world.
keep it to yourself.
as i said i don't give a hoot.

***
yawn

i need help in poa pls.

bad day

but...

when i watched Jamiroquai's videos I couldn't help but to smile again!

ok this has to stop. This is progressing into an obsession.

but still.. hehehehehehe.

if only no friendship would become sour. like once they're locked they remain the way it is.
why did stuart zender leave jamiroquai.. :/
i feel like it's such a pity, they were so good. the bass was great and totally groovy..
can't good things just remain the way it is?

i wish there isn't an end to some things.

i think SIM should have bazaar everyday.
so whenever we have breaks i can ask
"hey wanna go shopping?"

:)

haven't been shopping for quite awhile..

but hmm, haven't gotten a job yet.

but told myself i would get a job after something happens and hopefully that something happens really soon and i would be v happy and i would like a job and money would come in!

pray hard!

Jamiroquai

i hope i got that name right. love his funky beats ( i made myself laugh just now cos i spelt beats as bits!)

***
sometimes i think i reincarnated from a pig.

i think i'm not far off.

:-o

***
new year, new hopes.
don't ditch the bad memories away, though that is probably what i would do. Better to safe keep it, somewhere at the deepest part of the memories. so you can always appreciate the good times so much better.
:)

2009 was a lousy year for me.. and i only hope 2010 would be better. It was meant to be a secret but... i felt emotional when i saw the fireworks yest. haha it gave me so much hope, hopes that next year would be a better year hopes that all the bad experience would disappear for good and not return.

***

whenever i'm blinded with the loss of hope,
you always come to the rescue.

you are a constant, something that would never change. love you so much. :)

A new year is drawing near....

had a simple xmas spent with some of my loved ones. : )

please please, really really want to learn guitar so much. when will i ever be able to play bossa nova and fangdatong's songs on one..?

not too late for new year's resolutions, master guitar! next on list!

The girl from ipanema.. a song i can never get tired of hearing. :) i kinda like all the sorts of versions by different singers.. heh.

and....
really want to master a new language too... :)

I told Yiru even if i listen to jae hee and kelly speak korean to each other for 10 years i still wouldn't understand them.

i need subtitles.





and a guitar.




ahhhhhhh guitar crazed~