: )

I like my times alone I like to keep to myself sometimes I like the small company of people whom I like and am comfortable with 1 2 3 or 4 it doesn't matter cos I appreciate you all the same.

:)

sigh

this is random cos I was in this cheerful mood just now.


:(

My half-day friday :D

I know my last post sounded really critical and everything but it wasn't anything life-or-death! Ooops now that I read back I realised it sounded too consequential...

:-o
Sorry bin and xl!
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Oh yah I work only half-day on fridays 'cos of my theory lessons! hehehe I quite like it really 'cos it gives me the excuse to sleep like a log at home after lessons. Which leaves dodopig at work with her favourite colleagues.

She says the name dodopig strucks her as something stupid and fat 'cos it's supposed to be the hybrid of a pig and a dodo.

& I was like wow, I didn't even think of it that way. I called her dodopig merely 'cos I like the word 'dodo' (heheh so cute dodododo) and I like calling her a pig (it provokes a funny reaction).

hehe so creative of me. dodopig.

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I walked back home after my lesson due to the wonderful weather and I felt... so at peace with myself.

Seriously I mean it.
I wasn't rushing to work every morning, squeezing with all the other working people or busily coding my documents and blah blah blah what not.

I was just walking peacefully and keeping my mind clear without any distractions or negative thoughts.
:)


Anyway, I realised I sing to myself when I'm alone sometimes. :-0 ahahhaha I find it very weird and funny at the same time!
'cos I don't really wanna stop singing(it's not v loud lah) but it can be quite embarrassing!

me: la la la...~
-covers my mouth-
brain: omg you're such an embarrassment shut it.
mouth: LA LA LA LA LA LA~~~~

maybe my mouth and brain don't coordinate well. hahaha just kidding I'm feeling lame. It never happened ok.

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Anyway on my way back home I stopped by Econ. I was thinking of khalil fong then and then suddenly...

His music was playing on the radiooo in the store!!!

omg I know it's very lame but I felt like it's fate. Hahaha.
Omg can I explain how much I looooveeee him?! hehehehhe... maybe Dodopig can.

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Can't wait to see G when he comes out!!! :DDDD


<3<3<3<3
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wow what a long post, as compared to my usual posts lah. I'm in a chatty mood. hahaha. ok can't wait to meet up with my friends!! :D Love!

bloody hell

I'm very worried now cos i think i've done the stupidest thing ever. I told myself it's not entirely my fault but still... the regret is still present. Some part of me want to bash the other part of me right now..

Sigh i know i shldn't be so harsh on myself but i can't help it.

now i can only pray pray pray that things turn out the way i want it to be... sigh.


arggggghhhh

a n g r y

angry cos of some thick person