I feel like a loser who can't do anything right. Falling and falling, nobody gives a chance and who cares. Some things are stable and firm, they will always be. I see no point in trying to change them. Who else hurts other than myself. I am so tired of it. Sometimes I really feel like getting out of everything, cause nothing is simple in this world, everything is complicated and has implications. I want to smile frown laugh and cry. I want to feel all the emotions in full-effect. 'Cause they all belong to me and I want them to be genuine.



I don't mean to have this as an emo post. But I guess that's me, like how I like to write all my troubles and worries into my diary.
Maybe cos I hope my troubles would vanish after writing

while I keep my happy memories safe in my memory.


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For you, BUDDY :)

hey dodo! Told you to keep a lookout on ivytan.blogspot.com , did you?! Hahhaha anyway it's quite lame that I'm writing this, given the fact that I see you almost everyday. :-0

Just to say that you've been a great companion during this period and I appreciate everything that we've done together. :D I seriously enjoy the times we spent chatting about PRACTICALLY everything under the sun and burst out laughing at practically nothing at all. (seriously, it's really not very funny sometimes hahahaha) & lunch's our 2nd favourite time of the day ( can't believe we actually ranked it)

You do make a very good substitute boyfriend hohoho, aren't you honoured. Not to mention, a good emo buddy also. HAHA. I don't wish for us to emo together though, aiya, since we're spending time together might as well make great load of fun out of it. ;) If only sadness and sorrow would never come to us both. (ok, not realistic) :(

You made my working life a smooth cruise. :)

Ok, I shall stop here, you know I love you! :))


psssttt 7/5's coming! :D

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bin

HAPPY BELATED BDAE BIN!! i'm so sorry I couldn't make it to the celebration but make-up celebration's alrite rite:)
Am really glad that I have you as a friend and promise we'll always be there for each other whenever where ever! ipod gang yeah!!
I really do appreciate you and sorry for not being able to meet up these few days.. soon ok! (I know I say that all the time)

Ok lah, sorry for the short post cos I'm really zzzzzzzzz tired. haha but contented though :)

<3!