I feel like a loser who can't do anything right. Falling and falling, nobody gives a chance and who cares. Some things are stable and firm, they will always be. I see no point in trying to change them. Who else hurts other than myself. I am so tired of it. Sometimes I really feel like getting out of everything, cause nothing is simple in this world, everything is complicated and has implications. I want to smile frown laugh and cry. I want to feel all the emotions in full-effect. 'Cause they all belong to me and I want them to be genuine.



I don't mean to have this as an emo post. But I guess that's me, like how I like to write all my troubles and worries into my diary.
Maybe cos I hope my troubles would vanish after writing

while I keep my happy memories safe in my memory.


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